
saltfree replied to your post: but no you don’t understand i still have so many…
I JUST NEED ANSWERS
DO WE EVEN HAVE ANY KIND OF TIMELINE like how long was dean alone until he met benny/how long was it just dean and benny before they found cas/how long did it take the 3 of them to find the portal WHAT ALL DID DEAN AND BENNY TALK ABOUT WHAT DID DEAN DO RIGHT AFTER CAS LEFT HOW DID DEAN SLEEP WHAT DID HE DO WHAT DID HE THINK WHY AREN’T THERE ANY ANSWERS
but no you don’t understand i still have so many questions about dean’s time in purgatory and i just can’t accept that they will most likely never be answered
i just don’t want dean to feel guilty for being a human being

as if men had a monopoly on murder.
“You talked to one of my lieutenants. He has, over the years, played the role repeatedly and with great conviction. More often than not, he’s done so to protect my identity. Other times, it was because I suspected a potential client might.. struggle with my gender. As if men had a monopoly on murder.”
based on: #oh look #now it’s cas’ family that’s burning on the ceiling
1x01 » 8x23#I didn’t understand at first #why the last scene hurt so much #and it took seeing the other two #to realize #Cas his watching his entire family burn#not just falling from grace #but being foreced from heaven #and you can see how he blames himself #he thinks he did this #and he did #because he couldn’t let it go #not like sam let it go #he held it in #and it backfired on him #but this hurts so much #because #he’s alone #he’s alone watching them burn #Dean and Sam had each other #Cas doesn’t even have that #all he has is an empty place where his grace should be #and a deep anguish (via fallingfromthursday)
